All these thing that I've done

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You know you got to help me out and when there's nowhere else to run.

Is there room for one more son?

These changes ain't changing me: the cold-hearted boy I used to be. 

Commitmentphobe

OPS..

Considerações

• A questão não é ela. A questão é como eu me sinto comigo quando tenho ela.
• Acho que sou egoísta demais para sentir amor altruísta por alguém.
• É pra ter a sensação de dever cumprido no final?
• Me senti seguro emocionalmente quando na verdade era o momento que eu estava mais exposto.
• Até onde essa confiança interna que um relacionamento gera afeta os outros aspectos da vida?
• Como conseguir essa confiança sem ninguém para ser muleta?
• A vida é melhor sozinho ou com alguém? Já conheço os dois lados das duas situações e não consigo me decidir ainda.

Love is not a matter of the heart, it’s all in our brain. Chemicals like dopamine and norepinephrine are released when in love. The chemicals increases energy, increases focus, and helps make us feel fucking awesome all the time. In fact, research shows brain activity in love is almost identical to our brain activity on cocaine.

Ruido

A organização do meu quarto é inversamente proporcional a organização da minha cabeça. 

Hoje, nenhuma roupa acumulada ou fio caido. Como que se do lado de fora tiver tudo certo refletiria do lado de dentro. 

Suburbia

All the kids are gone

But I'm sure I'll stay here

'cause nothing is worse than the silence

Which makes you hear your lowest mind's voice

It is the same with all punk kids?

Are we so afraid of our time passing by?

Just one more coffee... just one more kiss...

Just one more sing... it's all that i need 

To feel like the world isn't bad enough

Faço da minha vida esse cenário porque cresci no meio dessas músicas ou essas músicas apenas dizem por mim porque tem vários bagunçados no mundo como eu?